Smile.(:

I can’t imagine kissing anyone else but you. But I know I probably won’t even get to kiss you again. You’re the person I want to be with so badly, but will never have. Well at least I got a kiss, or well, a little more. But it hurts, knowing I can’t ever have you.

Fuck Holmen. I hate this place and everyone in it. Let me get away. I really want to go to Central next year. I hate a lot of friends there and I just know it would be better there. Volleyball, a lot better. I just really want to get out of here and Central is my best bet. Please let me go there mom and dad. You don’t understand but please just think about it.